Young Chilliwack rape iphone 6 plus replacement screen victim tells her story.

That's how a local teenage rape victim described her feeling after dozens of court appearances over more than four years leading up to her assailant's sentencing. said immediately outside the BC Supreme Court room in Chilliwack last Friday after the sentencing of 47 year old Gilles Leger.

But despite the torment that nearly tore her family apart, suicidal thoughts, lack of sleep, estrangement from her friends, even bullying at school, the victim of the Oct. 1, 2011 rape that took place on the back of an ATV at Gill Bar on the Fraser River in Chilliwack, she wants to tell her story.

"I want my voice heard," she said. has struggled with suicidal thoughts, depression and night terrors. iphone 6 plus replacement screen She's been on anti psychotic medication and still needs sleeping pills. And the court process added only further trauma as she was cross examined by Leger's lawyer in a way that made her feel blamed.

Still, she bravely agreed to testify in open court during the trial, and read her own victim impact statement to the court at sentencing.

"I read it, and as hard as it was, it was very empowering," she said. wants other victims of sexual assault and rape to come forward and be brave in the face of a system that seems stacked against them. She said she plans to pursue a career in counselling or victim services.

"My door is open and I can't turn a blind eye because I know what it's like. wanted not only to have her story told, but to have her real name used. was popular in school, fun loving, she got good grades and played soccer five times a week.

The then 15 year old was exactly what any parent would hope their teenaged child would be. Then came along a camping trip at Gill Bar on the Fraser River shattering everything when the step father of her best friend turned on her.

"The [K] I once was, died that night," she told the court in a victim impact statement on Jan. 29. were intoxicated. Leger's wife was scheduled to meet them the next day.

Leger drank beer, and the two girls drank Palm Bay coolers he had purchased for them. went with Leger for an ATV ride. It was during that time that Leger got her into the back of the ATV, and violently raped the 15 year old, something he claims not to remember at all. said her best friend immediately knew something was wrong.

"My eyes were huge. I was in a panic and started bawling my eyes out.

Through his lawyer he said he accepts the court's verdict, but he has not apologized, he did not plead guilty and he claims he does not remember the violent rape that may have left the young women unable to have children.

"He cannot speak to the truth of it himself," Leger's lawyer Vincent Michaels told the court.

His lawyer even suggested Leger was a victim as he has suffered financially, socially and emotionally since the rape, particularly because his second wife left him within three months of the incident.

"This is now the second family he has lost," Michaels told the court, referring to his first common law relationship that ended acrimoniously.

Michaels also suggested to the court that since Leger blacked out that night, something that has never happened before, iphone 6 plus replacement screen it is a "reasonable possibility" that someone spiked his drink.

Michaels went further and attempted to claim that his drunkenness could be a form of mitigating circumstance because the state makes people do things they wouldn't otherwise. The Crown argued instead that the alcohol consumption was the opposite of mitigating.